To burn out the shadow reversed
Hate
In one's mind?
Unforgiving memories-
Moments
Of perfect pointlessness
Disregard
Conceit
A little child clings
Ripping open
Inside-
And without
The marks and the scars
Feel it!
See it!
This is what you do to me!
You millions of staring eyes!
Eyes... eyes
Haunting and flashing
Through and around me
A fascination and obsession
Stemming from hatred
I enjoy that which hurts me-
Poisons and destroys me.
For I will always be the destroyer
To my own light and happiness
If that be the only control I possess
Than let me possess it!
(Written on July 2, 2010... things have changed...)
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