Saturday, September 11, 2010

Flash and strain

What would it take
To burn out the shadow reversed
In one's mind?

Unforgiving memories-
Of perfect pointlessness

A little child clings
Ripping open
And without
The marks and the scars

Feel it!
See it!
This is what you do to me!
You millions of staring eyes!

Eyes... eyes

Haunting and flashing
Through and around me
A fascination and obsession
Stemming from hatred

I enjoy that which hurts me-
Poisons and destroys me.

For I will always be the destroyer
To my own light and happiness

If that be the only control I possess
Than let me possess it!

(Written on July 2, 2010... things have changed...)

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