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Random acts of God? Freewill? Random nothingness in a meaningless world? Absolute determination? What is true and real in this world? Can it truly be said that there is a creator? Is God just a construct of man? Or, is God something that resides in each of us? What does it mean to know God? To touch God? Is there a heaven? Have I been living by choice- or, have I been following a predetermined path? A destiny ?Why do I feel like I've been a Hero on a long journey home? Maybe I can only follow what I feel, what they feel, and pray with all my might. Fight with all my might. Maybe it is my destiny to defy prophecy- defy destiny... now that is quite a conundrum.