Friday, January 12, 2007

January 12, 2007

Anxiety is this awful beast that wiggles its ugly, undulating body around- inside your head then wraps itself around your spinal column. Yes, I'm afraid. I'm afraid that I have no idea what I'm doing and that anything worthwhile- I'll screw up! Why do I have to be such a dork and doubt? (Can you not HEAR the exasperation in my throat?)
I've heard, though, that doubt is often a good indicator that we are doing something right- when it's combined with the inexplicable feeling that we have to slog through the whole ordeal. (It's that whole body-takes-over sensation I mentioned ealier.)
Akk! SO doesn't make this easier.

Wait a moment... and we'll see.

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